Everyone keeps asking me if the hormones are making me crazy. The answer? I have no idea. I've been on Clomid for 5 of the last 6 months, hot flashes and all. I've spent two weeks of every month for two years trying to stop myself from tearing open a little package so I can pee on a stick, then hovering over it to see if there is even the hint of a "+" sign. I've had everyone and his cousin up in my business. I've had so much blood drawn I feel like a prune. I've worried about saving money, whether I'll ever get pregnant, whether I'm actually going to die from being stabbed by a catheter so many times.
All that to say: I've been sort of an emotional wreck anyway. Add that to the fact that I'm already an emotional person to begin with. So my guess is--no, the hormones aren't making me crazy. I'm crazy on my own.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
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